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10:47 AM
Feeling great 24 june 2010
I feel great, i have gotten out of the hole. God loves me, i feel on top of the world. I just look back and wonder if you are feeling the same way as i am. lol ill pray for you.
England won whooo hooo. Today was a fun day with the np yfc people. full of laughter and blessings from the lord. Amazing day. Glad i went. ok cant wait for the rest of the days. Thur work Friday soccer sat cell and sunday soccer whooo hoooooo
1:07 AM
Sec 1 leaders retreat.20 june 2010
Neo: weakling
Sec 1 leaders retreat was really a great time. It was really well placed and timed. and i thank God for it.
haha love the survivor game on the last night was really fun. This is how i pictured my cell group to be. I really thank God for bringing me to Faith. Methodist. Finally somewhere that feels like home. ok not finally as in finally at the sec 1 leader's retreat. But yeah for i think the past 2 years.
Day 1: Went to leroy's house to practice the bass. Watched a recap episode of myth busters. I like the myth busters team. lol. I wouldnt mind being stuck on a island with them. And there really is cheap food at leroy's place. After that went home to pack my stuff and headed down to church. Yong zhi was a bit pissed at the fact that all the ocean leaders were late. wow moment. Met leroy and gail. went to get dinner. Ate at the pantry. Mund came along. Looks like he is getting back in the shape of his glory days.
Went upstairs. Sang songs. Hannah time of teaching. Learnt a couple of things from that session. Found out more about Yi peng and Hannah. lol it was sweet. You got to admit that. Mos important thing i learnt from her session was on how we as humans constantly need to be filled from God. If not how is it possible for us to give to others. And yeah the analogy of hitting the cup until it breaks in search of water, which was never inside in the first place. I totally get that.
That seems to be what im going through now. Emptiness in my own cup but still wanting to give out to others even though there is very little water in my cup and just really doing it out of my own strength, which will one day cause my own cup to break.
Which seems to be the theme these 2 weeks. About letting go, surrendering it all to God and really just having a meaningful relationship with him.
Yeah but that aside, it was really touching and heart warming to see my fellow leaders and friends all being touched by God during Hannah's session. It was just so heart warming to see them wanting God to work in their lives and just seeing God loving them. Tears. It was then I was reminded that everything is going to be ok. That God is working even when we dont see it, or dont ask for it.
After that had the practice session. Felt that i wasnt ready. Wanted to do something. But didnt know what. So i ended up doing pretty much nothing before sleeping. oh but i did sit and heard some interesting things said about tongues that night. And alicia can sing. That was a eyebrow raising moment for me.
Woke up the next morning. Aircon was cold. Had to use like my other two shirts to cover myself. Dam knew that i should have brought the jacket. I always think that its going to be ok. since i got my fats and cause i survived sabah. Agrh.... ok the next time i have a camp, im going to bring my jacket.
Had a nice shower. I love showers. I love water. lol
The next lesson was taught by yi peng. That was another good session of sharing.
after that had the food challenge which my team won. Tacos are nice. I think i shall make one tmr. Since i have a cold storage near my house.
After that was yong zhi's session. Which was very enlightening for me. Yeah thats all i guess.
3:03 PM
400th post 9th june 2010
whooo hooo its my 400th post. To celebrate this occasion i shall do something. But i got to think what i want to do first.
Lets see what has happened so far.
I finished my test today. Medsoc. Lots of irrelevant things that we have to learn in that topic. Played like 2 rounds of monopoly deal before that. Maybe i shouldnt have done that.
Lol yeah. Ok so i have two more projects to go. Have to get it done before friday.
Yeah and ill be going overseas from friday night all the way till tue morning. So see you on wednesday then. If i dont see you for soccer tmr or whatever im doing on friday.
and yesterday i realised what the fuss about my pants is all about. I just realised that my pants are dam big.
ok gtg bb
12:10 AM
Depressed June 8th 2010
Today's Bible reading is on Isaiah 43: 1-4
Verse 1 reads:
Do not be afraid for I have ransomed you. I have called you by name; you are mine.
Well i think recently i have been through a slump and was feeling kind of depressed. Sometimes I would just lie on my bed just thinking and thinking. I want to sleep but i just cant stop thinking.
I know this that God is with me. He loves me. Everything is going to be ok. I have done many wrong things in my life. I do want to change. I am going to fall again. But im just going to keep trying again. Confidence that with God, all things can be done. Its going to be hard. But its going to be done. Sometimes it just sucks, the feeling of falling again and again. When a big part of you doesnt want to fall. But just because of temptation and human stupidity that you just keep falling. I guess its about accepting the fact that as humans we are bound to fall. But with God we can pick ourselves up and try again. As we keep on trying and walking closer to God, i know that we are going to fall less often.
Ok now to sort out my life. I have an exam on wed and a project due on friday. I havent started on either. But its going to be done.
I know why im depressed.
ohhhhh ohhh sorry i forgot about tag replies
HI TIMMY!!!! lol
Hg: lol seeing, reading, deciphering are all three very different things
Alden: Yeah swat kats. they should make a movie out of it.
Jerome: lol amanda bynes.... sigh... too bad she has gone all bad. She's not that pretty now, and she is a maxium cover girl.
azan: NO cleaner of persia. AND SOCCER BO?
2:07 PM
Depressed June 8th 2010
Today's Bible reading is on Isaiah 43: 1-4
Verse 1 reads:
Do not be afraid for I have ransomed you. I have called you by name; you are mine.
Well i think recently i have been through a slump and was feeling kind of depressed. Sometimes I would just lie on my bed just thinking and thinking. I want to sleep but i just cant stop thinking.
I know this that God is with me. He loves me. Everything is going to be ok. I have done many wrong things in my life. I do want to change. I am going to fall again. But im just going to keep trying again. Confidence that with God, all things can be done. Its going to be hard. But its going to be done. Sometimes it just sucks, the feeling of falling again and again. When a big part of you doesnt want to fall. But just because of temptation and human stupidity that you just keep falling. I guess its about accepting the fact that as humans we are bound to fall. But with God we can pick ourselves up and try again. As we keep on trying and walking closer to God, i know that we are going to fall less often.
Ok now to sort out my life. I have an exam on wed and a project due on friday. I havent started on either. But its going to be done.
I know why im depressed.
ohhhhh ohhh sorry i forgot about tag replies
HI TIMMY!!!! lol
Hg: lol seeing, reading, deciphering are all three very different things
Alden: Yeah swat kats. they should make a movie out of it.
Jerome: lol amanda bynes.... sigh... too bad she has gone all bad. She's not that pretty now, and she is a maxium cover girl.
2:06 PM
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